Two reasons behind my singlehood:
1. Most approach me with a thought “they can’t tie me down, but taking a chance with Tap is worth it”. That thought is both stupid & dumb from beginning.
2. I buy lies at a price of pence per kilo. The moment you lie, I already know your worth is not more than a quid. I admit/accept all sorts of mess I made & the biggest pride I carry is “I am a TRUE me no matter who/what you are. I don’t mind hurting people to say what I feel. Reason: if I don’t express, it might bug my mood. And in my eyes, I am the most expensive person I ever came across.”
Doesn’t matter whether you broke up with someone or you are trying to woo someone, if you are sure about approaching LOVE “MAKE SURE YOUR SINGLEHOOD IS PROVEN FOR SOME MONTHS AT LEAST, PAST PEOPLE HOLD YOU BACK FROM A PROSPEROUS FUTURE“. A clean and fully healed heart makes things easier for both to move ahead together towards a successful tomorrow.
Just because I allow, stop asking shit about my past. I was badly madly in LOVE once, just once. I did that mistake. I escaped it after a huge struggle inside my own head/heart. I am the one who ended it just for ending it. It was a toxic vicious cycle. That relationship taught me; I am a way better person being single & my TRUTH is my treasure. By breaking free, I honestly walked towards my happiness. If you know me; I still mourn my dog’s demise, two days after that date I celebrate someone’s death. It made me heartless, tough & rational. I used to take long time trusting people, now I have trust issues.
I hope I answered it truthfully. It will be much better if you stop asking me about something I wanna heal & halt.