Anyone still asking “Why Tap & Demi aren’t dating?”.
Answer: Familiarity & Romantic equation both are two different things. In my eyes that LOVE takes effort in TRUTH, RESPECT, TRUST, COMMUNICATION, VULNERABILITY & DECISIVENESS. I can’t love someone without respect & I don’t give second chances. We are best friends, hopefully this will never change.
Someone spoke my heart. And Yes I am in love. I mean, I am in LOVE with my bank account.😜
(Hey Sugartits, Now you know why I respect you.)
This is just a tiny “Thank you” note to all who wished me luck for my next endeavour. I have seen people lie, cheat, betray & break soul-ties. Life goes on. Earning Tap’s trust is a heck of a big task. Some of you are still proving me wrong where I wasn’t even expecting your presence. It’s rare to find people who stand the test of time. Please keep surprising me time to time, I adore consistent approach. Tap vibes right with TRUTH & MONEY. Yes it’s a fast life with travel & goals, I keep moving switching places. You all own Tap for real.
Thank you to my CMU boozies & few high school mates. Go to my telegram channel, I have something for all.
(Tiny mention; Girls approach me expecting as if my heart or dick is up for a black-friday sale. Emotionally I am closed, definitely not ready for LOVE or a relationship. When I say “Sugartits” or “Polish Bum”, I am talking to the same person. It’s one on one, soothing & amazing. She is truthful & jealous about me. I am a rampant blunt asshole. Bad combo. Someone earned my TRUST & RESPECT. Meanwhile she wowed my both heads. I had/have options, I chose my happiness.)
I can hurt you with my TRUTH, not with LIES. If you aren’t walking your talk, please fuck off.
Saying it with respect.
Till the time I had a heart, I spoke my heart every single time. At current scenario it’s a logical brain bluntly talks about what goes in or what comes out!! I respect myself more over anything. If you know me, I stay away from two things “Maybe” & “IDK”. I know everything that I want & it’s either a YES or a NO.
I love & respect you because you are a human being, that enhances my humanity. Religion came to serve humanity.
If your religion/god is not helping you to see the lines I mentioned, you are either following some alien or your god is disowning you in disguise.
I value few people and we are connected, because I LOVE myself & I see bit of myself in you. Anyday you have a option to choose between earning my RESPECT or my LOVE; please pick RESPECT, i swear I will celebrate you like none.
(Sup polish bum.)
Sometimes I look at my parents & see them making it happen so smooth each day without any chaos/conflict unlike others. The thing is they were/are only focused on HOW to make it happen, not whether to make it happen!! Their assurance in each other is that symbol of LOVE & RESPECT everyone should take a lesson out of it.
If it’s not forever, it’s not LOVE. That’s how I see LOVE. And relationships can be hatched without misusing that four letter word. In case you are coming towards me, I will test the hell out of you & make you prove your want/need/desire/love towards me a million times. Then maybe I will call it quits if it’s not making me feel that positive vibe of togetherness. Bad will work, lie will not. Be you.
Friends think I am a tough nut to crack. Actually I am the smoothest emotional wreck. You can touch my core in the tiniest possible moment. Tricky part: I can sense body language & voice modulation changes, bit psychic you can say. One lie & you fuck your chances to be with me. Do everything right or wrong, I will support you & let you own me easily once you follow your Truth.
My LOVE story will rise from TRUST & abundance. I will enter a relationship someday I feel that exact same vibe of a equal me, equal respect I mean.
Sharing it just like that. Don’t take it seriously.
But, follow me in case you are interested in travel, flight, shopping, beaches, bitches, healthy or junk food, a horny hothead named TAP slaying in gym, some butt pics, Vans old school and Balenciaga shoes.😜
Thank you Granny, Frank, Vero, Laura, Pravin and Busi for keeping me motivated with everything.
I am in love with myself, once again..😘