Life is somewhat like EMAIL. For important positive things/friends & admirers, there is an INBOX. For everything that’s negative or abusive, there is a SPAM folder. Now it’s completely upto you whether you want to open that spam folder or let it delete itself within 30days automatically.
You hear me saying “Jai Shri Ram” to family & few friends, that’s how we greet each other. What you don’t know is; that was my ancestor’s war-cry at some point in history.
Jim Rohn says “YOU ARE AVERAGE OF YOUR FIVE CLOSEST FRIENDS”.
In that case, I am in a big dilemma. Coz now a days I have three closest friends & one bitch I wanna woo, still one person short. Ha Ha.
Few people came with a smile & abused me emotionally, physically or financially. That’s the reason behind me being this stronger tougher baddie. My morals & values are way above those who took me on a trip. Somehow it helped me to discard unnecessary clutter from my life. Bars set high. It also made me realize “I am amazing because of my TRUTH”.
Whenever I was about to reach a breaking point, some beautiful people reached me & helped me realize TRUE SELF. I am not that big yet to thank you all, but I am trying to be there for you. Trying to become more available for you. I am on a quest towards success, few of you are making me smile and glide under your sunshine. Mark my words “Someday i will make you proud”.
Yes motherfucker, I look rude & I do have a beef going on with you. But what about those rose red cheeks you have!! You look like a child & child molester at the same time.
Either ways I appreciate you for being a friend to Tap since I know “Being friend” means something in real world. Happy birthday mate. Enjoy a blissful amazing year ahead till I wish you again. Gift yourself a relationship where your girl knows where to drop panties, so that your misunderstandings with friends will stop dragging.
I am not the person who likes staying inside home. I return to my apartment at night for 2-3 hours nap. My legs don’t like to stay stuck at a place for more than a hour or two.
If my health or mood is bit bammed, yes I disconnect myself from everyone. I am bit loud or outgoing. Not my fault, my motherfucking friends raised me like that.
My TRUTH is my standard. I have learnt my lessons hard way. My boundaries are for myself. I can’t push things on you. But if you can’t meet my level of clarity, I will not be friends with you. Done.
If it’s not forever, it’s not LOVE. That’s how I see LOVE. And relationships can be hatched without misusing that four letter word. In case you are coming towards me, I will test the hell out of you & make you prove your want/need/desire/love towards me a million times. Then maybe I will call it quits if it’s not making me feel that positive vibe of togetherness. Bad will work, lie will not. Be you.
Friends think I am a tough nut to crack. Actually I am the smoothest emotional wreck. You can touch my core in the tiniest possible moment. Tricky part: I can sense body language & voice modulation changes, bit psychic you can say. One lie & you fuck your chances to be with me. Do everything right or wrong, I will support you & let you own me easily once you follow your Truth.
My LOVE story will rise from TRUST & abundance. I will enter a relationship someday I feel that exact same vibe of a equal me, equal respect I mean.
Do you know why people try to control someone or behave controling?
Because, they can’t control their own shit and they are not in the right vibration to control their own emotions. That’s why they try to control you. They don’t like your happiness & appreciation you receive. They always try to stop you frequently with different approach. In short, you are dealing a wishy washy real dickhead.
Guard yourself first. Help them understand life has more to offer. When you know you are not going towards a right direction, it’s better to take help or consult friends/family/whom you believe. Life is about sharing goodness & happiness. People who plan dorky things need to find themselves at right place before they vibe right.
Yep i misuse my friends. You are allowed to behave like a dong & my stupid blog will get few more clicks. Guess this sucker’s name & a papa john’s all meat pizza on me.(To CMU boozies)😜