Swapped ego to self-respect, fear to challenge & anger to mockery; TAP for a reason.
I don’t know how true this is. Yes, I am a LEO. In my case, I don’t have anything like EGO. My self-respect is my only possession. You have to respect me as I respect myself. If that gets hammered, I don’t know who you are!!
I have the audacity to say & do whatever I feel right for me while being TRUE to everyone I am connecting. Never felt the need to lie or deceive someone, never did that.
If I need/want you in my life, I know I am not strong enough to hurt you. If you feel hurt because of me, most probably I have stopped caring whatever you are & I don’t give a shit what you think of me. My TRUTH always stays intact & unchanged in all circumstances. Don’t count it like my ego, it’s my way of prioritizing myself & those who wanna see me smile.
I ride life with a oversized self-respect. If you feel it’s my ego, you don’t even know what I am for real.
Ego & Lie are discarded parts of my life. Yes my obsession for TRUTH may overwhelm you.
Your ego, lying, cheating, manipulation, deceit, tampering, hiding, sidelining & sexual addiction all are DEVIL in a relationship which is there inside you.
Being a human, you have enough knowledge to understand & separate what’s right or what’s wrong!! People who bullshit always get confused between apology or appreciation. Don’t break something that you can’t fix. Don’t do something wrong if you don’t know how to ask forgiveness.
The fuck you LOVED, when your ego/anger/hate/indecisiveness took decisions instead of you.
Communication and comprehension too, or else it never makes sense. Know when to reply or react, keeping that ego aside.
Even your half-truth is a lie, hiding things is a lie, running away is a lie, being secretive is a lie, being not answerable is a lie, not facing the reality is a lie, lacking accountability is a lie, indecisiveness is a lie, sidelining own mistakes is a lie, your ego & fake pride is also a lie.
Now ask yourself how big is your LIE!!
Don’t connect with me to give something. I have all tools to keep myself busy & happy. In case you wanna take/share something from me, drop your ego & please don’t lie. I have learnt two lessons after a long struggle; TRUTH & SELF-INTROSPECTION. I always make sure I am on the right path towards my goals. There are rules I made for myself which I just can’t break.
Be you. Let’s share some good moments with a pizza, cheesecake & red wine. Being a buddy to Tap is more than enough always.
It’s always more important what you give, not what you ask for. We all have spares in our lives, extra clothes, extra shoes, extra money, extra food, extra unused time, extra dullness surrounding own mental health. I mean we always have enough to give away whether it’s a material things or positive/negative emotions. We often have enough LOVE to share with other people.
As hard it may sound, most of our giving is not an act of generosity. What we give are mere excesses/extras. But we glorify it by calling it GENEROSITY. What makes it even more questionable is what we expect in return? It’s natural for us to expect equal reciprocation when we give. Balance is the name of life.
We need to give without expecting any return, when it’s LOVE. Expecting what we give as return means, taking back we gave. People start thinking so much about self respect & inflated ego. In the mix they forget what they really are. Stop measuring what you give & start forgiving before starting to forget. When you give, take nothing except the satisfaction of making someone HAPPY.
Tap OUT.. Blessed..😘