We never lose a friend after setting boundaries, we lose abusers & narcissists which you should be avoiding at first place.
I have a secret diary in this app called “ColorNote”. In case I fuck up something or someone abuses my way of life, I write it down. On this date something was definitely making me restless, I think I hurt someone & that person didn’t accept my SORRY.
I usually talk to whoever listening about my days before hitting the bed for 2 minutes, most of the times it’s talking to myself. I never get a peaceful sleep at night if someone is hurt because of me.
People who live in the moment always forget the best ones of such kind are “DRUG ADDICTS”, yeah all drug abused suckers live in their exact 3 hours timeframe of ecstasy till they die.
Wanna live a life, fix-focus-fetch a goal. Waking up to make something happen in your life is the biggest addiction. And hell you have no idea about the everlasting pleasure.