I have often regretted my speech, never my silence.
I have often regretted my speech, never my silence.
When friends say “Tap you are such an outrageous arrogant loud lively person”, earlier I used to get super confused with WTF I just heard!! But now I am fully clear what does that mean. It’s like telling someone “I like the way you are & kinda afraid of you as well”. My reaction to that!? As if I have time to give a shit! The fuckers who say that are stuck to me since eternity. I don’t need approval from my friends, I already know & I have digested how terrible or horrible I am.
You can judge me all you want. At the end my reality remains the same since forever. I am TRUTHFUL out of choice. HAPPY with right MOTIVE. RUDE because of past people. SUCCESSFUL upto certain extent because of my DISCIPLINE. OUTGOING EXTROVERT out of my habits & hobbies.
Excellence is not a gift but a skill that takes practice. We do not act right because we are excellent. In fact, we achieve excellence by acting rightly.
Two things in life are really really important, “MEAN WHAT YOU SAY & SAY WHAT YOU MEAN”. Apart from these two, yes there is a fun humour element to life which completely depends on your personality. If you connect to what i am talking about, of course you know most people fuck it at the end somehow.
We all try to hide truth, feelings, certain incidents & tales of own faux pas. Back to those first two important things in life, very few understand it & follow it. Speaking your TRUTH is the most beautiful thing you can do with yourself. Or else there are already enough lame ducks around, never throw words at someone without packing some meaning to it.
Trees that are slow to grow bear the best fruit.
I receive ton of thirsty texts, calls, dms, snaps every single day. Not proud of it because i am not proud of the body count streak i was into for a long long time. When i say “now my bank account is my boo”, i really really mean my words. People chase you thinking they might get a chance to experience the same exciting life that you live, that’s all. I am not against it. Basically that’s how we humans usually approach relationships & materials. We always desire something that’s beyond our reach/budget.
In relationships that same thing causes toxicity, any kind of relationships i mean, friends, family or romantic equations as well. Choose people with whom you can vibe & stick together for a long long time without getting bored of all generic unenthusiastic human traits. Chasing someone is not worth it, it drains energy resulting nothing. Choose those who choose you.
If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito.
– Dalai Lama XIV.
After a certain age everyone comes to a realisation that they achieved what they could have, this is the time when every human’s mind stops accepting serious inputs. Basically you can’t make a person understand your perspective about something after they cross that peak point of life. You can’t change them. It’s better you let them have their peace & you do you. Now I don’t need to tell you how to be you.
There are tons of nonsensical young rebels now a days who do nothing but fight with their parents, partners or friends in the name of their taste, I find it stupid yet funny. That’s also the only reason i adore independent people who navigate life on their own terms, stepping outside home to explore further is an amazing trait in a person’s personality because they are breaking own comfort zone. Every achiever has an amazing story of hustle which starts beyond this comfort zone.
(This post is for all the enthusiasts, engineers, entrepreneurs, doctors, architects, mostly to those who are away from loved ones & working towards living their dream.) All i wanted to say is; I APPRECIATE & RESPECT YOUR WALK OF LIFE.
Yes waiting is difficult, but not as hard as regret. There are moments in life we want to explore or achieve something. If you want something, go get it. It’s not just some rant on giving up on your goals, i am talking about EXPERIENCES.
When somebody asks me “Why aren’t you in a relationship?”. My IDGAF answer for random people is, because I never wanted one.
My answer for friends is little different: I have met/dated ton of beautiful girls in my past, but never found a beautiful person. I can’t deny every single girl i met were amazing for different reasons. And yes i am the one who is spoiled with unnecessary attention or it’s as easy as “I am the one who’s not worth it”. Not proud of my past equations, yet I am fine with both because I love my independent status. You can call it single.
Soon or sooner I wanna change it to something better. I never hide things.ZK😍 I love it when people are grounded by nature & every independent person has a story of hustle which starts beyond comfort zone. That’s it. A truthful consistent independent person who values her values & who understands value of MONEY because we live in a world which is driven by material growth, that’s all i can demand from my partner. First one is sorted, next one is still a disputed territory that i will answer some other day.